feeling of distance

sometimes, modern communication make me sad.

it can monitor the wall is building up, the distance is getting far, and the friendship seems to be cooling down.

if there is not facebook, whatspp, IM, mat be i will never feel the heat fade away.

at the airport, at the moment of departure, we can frozen the heat. and many years later, see each other again and un-frozen it.

but now, i can feel the heat is going away. less reply, may be i am not important.

but why i am important? why i want to be important?

i am still an attention - seeking child.

sometimes, i really like Schopenhauer, coz i know, i never be the man in his world.