delusional

searching the web on “how to tell a girl like you”

found that none of the sign is matched....

lost confident , by a lot.

it is just my delusion. i am just a guy for her.

may be i push too hard.

i suddenly thought about what if thing happen again, what if she told me we are not possible, again.

it is a trap i never learn, after these many years.

i always imagine people like me, but all of the time is just, i am a funny guy. that is. i thought i
was important. at least in your eyes.

may be i should stop. to stop the transmigraion. to stop making any trouble.

一人じゃないことを忘れないで

月圓月缺總有時
花開花謝卻無果
人間十年幾多夢
誰不獨行人海中

am i the only one?

every time talk to you, i am very glad and exciting. usually this feeling will going to echo for few days, make my hormone unbalance and sleep pattern changed a lot. only you can make me this way.

knowing you don't have boy friend make me feel good but also feel unsecured. because i may have a chance, but i am so far away and imagining too much. 

i wish to see you soon. somehow i believe we can work it out.

i am happy to hear from you. when your sister asks who are you talking with, i guess such a long phone call is unusual. i am glad that you spend time with me.

i miss you, like the sun and moon, days by days, never gone.

on the mid autumn, when the full moon hangs on the starless night, we exchanged photos of the moon. although we are thousands miles apart, the moon we were looking at is the same. i feel we were close and i smile, did you? 

am i the only one? 

may be i am the only one. 

i should be the only one.

三笑徒然一笑痴

花褪殘紅青杏小。 　
燕子飛時，
綠水人家繞。 　
枝上柳綿吹又少，
天涯何處無芳草！ 　
牆裡鞦韆牆外道。 　
牆外行人，
牆裡佳人笑。 　
笑漸不聞聲漸悄，
多情卻被無情惱。