i and mary are trying to stop a power for a gorillas facility. the facility makes crazy gorillas.
They send crazy gorillas to stop us.
We just stopped all power buttons. But the Boss (girl) comes and turn everyone again, and show us, why we cannot just turn the power off, we have to do it step by step, the boss, said, we have to restore the power first.
While the boss is talking, we escape.
We have to pass a grass field. some sleeping gorillas there.
And we were followed by a gorilla. He miss us, and want to play with us.
One of the Zoo keeper try to stop him, but eaten by him.
We hurry and get to the ship.
We passed some obstacles , small one. Mary passes easily but I need some help. a pull from her.
Then we trapped in a room that the door was locked.
The gorilla found us. But outside the ship.
He is touching us with his hands. softy, just like a dog, just want to play fetch.
Then the ship started by someone. The water get deeper.
The gorilla cannot stand anymore and below the water. Luckily a ship passing by, and send the gorilla back to land.
Mary and I cannot open the lock to get into the control room. It is a 3x3 rubik cube plus a key hole, we need the key!
The Boss opened the door and said something.
then, she stop the ship at middle of the sea. tell us to surround. She has a gun.
Onyi knocks her out to the sea. She swims well, like she is standing on the water surface. but the ship is too high for her to climb.
And I go to drive the ship, with very high tech control board.
She shoot me.
Anyway, we escaped. And drive back to the facility
On the way, we see the sunset together. Mary said she never saw such a beautiful sun set, it like an Aurora. Changing shape and color. I don't look at the sun set, but just keep looking at her. Her face reflected the color. Is golden color, warm and soft.
When we back to the facility. The friendly gorllia welcome us. And chat with other gorilla that we are friendly. Don't harm us.
And we power down the facility. All gorillas are free.
Then wake up.
Monday, 31 October 2011
Monday, 24 October 2011
What i talk about when i talk about reading
以前是很害怕厚書的, 由其是字滿滿那種. 總覺得一圖勝千字, 搞不懂幹嗎把字堆起來, 令人昏昏欲睡. 對金庸武俠小說, 小時候是敬而遠之. 其一當然是書本厚很多, 其二是覺得關於江湖的事, 應該是關我屁事吧. 但看見芳姨很喜歡看, 也好奇看一下, 覺得沒有什麼特別吸引, 只是書名改得好而已. 到大了後, 中六時要寫閱讀報告, 而老師又指定"射鵰英雄傳". 便讀起來. 一讀, 不得了. 行俠仗義, 放浪不經, 離道叛道, 恩怨情仇, 亦正亦邪, 射鵰英雄傳的世界是多變, 廣闊,爽快而乾脆利落的.
漢聲小百科是在兒童圖書館，而令我對物理產生興趣的是在成人圖書館。睇完漢聲小百科之後，覺得兒童圖書實在太小兒科。但不敢去成人圖書館，認為是大人的地方，兒童與狗不可進入。而根據自己的觀察，的確沒有兒童與狗。於是便找其他書，發現名人傳記也不錯。林肯，牛頓，伽利略，哥倫布，貝多芬，蕭幫，孔融，孔子，孟子，老子，南丁格爾，等等。而當中的科學家是最吸引，只有他們才能改變社會，造福人群。音樂家不是不好，只是有沒有他們我也不會覺得難過。
因為名人都是或多或少對人類有貢獻，而電影報紙裏的「名人」相對就垃圾很多。這大概為何我從不迷明星的原因吧。總覺得今人不及古人。（Ok, 靑春時有迷女明星）說到古人，就自然會接觸到歷史。而最早接觸的，就是中國歷史。
有道，中國的文、史、哲不可分。不過，我覺得文學可以分䦕，大概是兒童圖書沒有文言吧。從孔孟，就既有當時的歷史，從他們的經歷，又引申出他們的哲學。在閲讀歷史的時候，經常想像那時的人是什麼生活，喜歡食什麼。而插畫就滿足了這個需要。
不久後，兒童圖書也看得七七八八。便走去問圖書館管理員。問他們我可否去成人圖書舘。不是說笑的，當時我只是二年級。總會做傻事吧！而當時那個圖書館管理員以為我不知方向，便帶親自帶我上去。Oh，我去的是荃灣圖書館。成人圖書館是在樓上。不知現在是否一樣了。
自始，閱讀的世界便更上一層樓。
漢聲小百科是在兒童圖書館，而令我對物理產生興趣的是在成人圖書館。睇完漢聲小百科之後，覺得兒童圖書實在太小兒科。但不敢去成人圖書館，認為是大人的地方，兒童與狗不可進入。而根據自己的觀察，的確沒有兒童與狗。於是便找其他書，發現名人傳記也不錯。林肯，牛頓，伽利略，哥倫布，貝多芬，蕭幫，孔融，孔子，孟子，老子，南丁格爾，等等。而當中的科學家是最吸引，只有他們才能改變社會，造福人群。音樂家不是不好，只是有沒有他們我也不會覺得難過。
因為名人都是或多或少對人類有貢獻，而電影報紙裏的「名人」相對就垃圾很多。這大概為何我從不迷明星的原因吧。總覺得今人不及古人。（Ok, 靑春時有迷女明星）說到古人，就自然會接觸到歷史。而最早接觸的，就是中國歷史。
有道，中國的文、史、哲不可分。不過，我覺得文學可以分䦕，大概是兒童圖書沒有文言吧。從孔孟，就既有當時的歷史，從他們的經歷，又引申出他們的哲學。在閲讀歷史的時候，經常想像那時的人是什麼生活，喜歡食什麼。而插畫就滿足了這個需要。
不久後，兒童圖書也看得七七八八。便走去問圖書館管理員。問他們我可否去成人圖書舘。不是說笑的，當時我只是二年級。總會做傻事吧！而當時那個圖書館管理員以為我不知方向，便帶親自帶我上去。Oh，我去的是荃灣圖書館。成人圖書館是在樓上。不知現在是否一樣了。
自始，閱讀的世界便更上一層樓。
Friday, 21 October 2011
TGAC
Trytosaysomthing. Somethingmeaningful. Piano pen sugar hate Eunice here chance possibility live enough simple easy life unimportant death fear nan anything care ignore neglect not necessary come and go just an emotion unreal not real put aside no effect master I can control ape will be forgotten soon 42 heartless mindless ill defined invalid statement no such thing illusion light pillow dream chess piece ranking myself ego lose win draw root to e4 knight bishop John possibility already decided faith path diverge converge everything same bloom die life live change constant unchanged dont matter Alice Elise love like care give take what can you do nothing but try try and try until death life meaning viva have fun mother die father die friend die it happen let's smile let it go time come better enjoy sad hurt harsh composite me small and big same equal reason I can that is no more no less I can is a good reason lets fuck it coz I can screw up fuck up I can only rule no rule the important thing is no important thing everything is going to die matter of time no one can help and no need to help why save the little girl let her die in peace in hell doesnot matter life. friendship last for 2 week is too long. Why not just 1 hour skip the introduction name is not important work past family country hobby interest not matter let talk about what do you think about life about love hate sex fruit ocean cat my finger that is not important but interesting it is fun coz we don't need background we can be anything butterfly cow zombie god fish liver stone sand wind 0 F U music feeling x 0100111000111001010011100000111010001111000111001011100001
Monday, 17 October 2011
願我可
讓我有個美滿旅程 讓我記著有多高興
讓我有勇氣去喊停 沒有結局也可即興
難堪的不想 只想痛快事情 時間尚早 別張開眼睛
長路漫漫是如何走過 寧願讓樂極忘形的我
離時代遠遠 沒人間煙火 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌
讓我對這世界好奇 讓我信自己的真理
讓我有個永遠假期 讓我渴睡也可嬉戲
從今天開始 相識當作別離 時間就似活多一世紀
無論日夜是如何經過 寧願在極樂當中的我
沉迷或放棄亦無可不可 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌 願我可
讓我有勇氣去喊停 沒有結局也可即興
難堪的不想 只想痛快事情 時間尚早 別張開眼睛
長路漫漫是如何走過 寧願讓樂極忘形的我
離時代遠遠 沒人間煙火 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌
讓我對這世界好奇 讓我信自己的真理
讓我有個永遠假期 讓我渴睡也可嬉戲
從今天開始 相識當作別離 時間就似活多一世紀
無論日夜是如何經過 寧願在極樂當中的我
沉迷或放棄亦無可不可 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌 願我可
Sunday, 16 October 2011
another dream
Ha, this dream is very funny.
i was in a outer space planet, constructing a shelter, a green house for human. we already done the foundation of the ground and a lift tower and waiting more material from earth. i am heading back to the spaceship, pretty look like the one for landing to the moon, 2 parts, upper part is golden, for leaving, the lower part is a perform.
the planet should be a small one, coz the air is thin. even in the day time, the sky is black in color and the sun is like a big moon. the shelter site in surrounded by mountain. the view is basically gray and like the moon.
Earthquake. i was out of the ground and floating on the air. i can see the ground is vibrating, the foundation is like a jelly, moving up and down. one the the tower was fallen toward me and crash the spaceship.
in the far side, i saw one of the worker in the control room, operating a drill, which is the cause of the quake. we fly to the control room and stop him.
It turns out that the worker was mind-controlled by alien.
later, the alien shown up and said this planet is their territory. and she also ask me where we come from. i told her we are from earth, solar system, about 28,000 light year from the center of milky way galaxy. she ask, "where is milky way galaxy?" then, i realized that she don't know where we come from and it is better to let them don't know for security as we don't know where they form.
i asked her, we need some negotiation, but both of us demand security that we don't want each other to know where is our home planet. thus, i suggested that, since our spaceship was gone. How about you take me to my home planet and talk with our boss. and they keep the site in exchange? she agreed and we went back to earth.
in the earth, we need the cover her identity and alien looking, so we do things low. the meeting is in a underground room and the topic is how to share the water resources. (i don't know why) we found out the the alien don't give us a good place for water dumping.
at this moment, pizza delivery, after we got the pizza, we asked the delivery boy must be closed all 3 doors and we watched he to do so. However, when he was closing the 2nd door, his eye look elsewhere, and give a signal.
the signal was gave to black masked people, who is anti-alien extremist. they come and kill us all. i don't get shoot and was covered by a dead body, we were both laying on the floor.
after a while, my boss from my previous job come and ask me to buy 2 kilo gold bars he gave me 31 rolls of US dollors, each roll is about 10k. i collect them and went to buy gold.
with that 2 gold bars, i bought another spaceship and went back to the planet. found that the construction ws completed and and boss is hanging out with the alien girl.
i was in a outer space planet, constructing a shelter, a green house for human. we already done the foundation of the ground and a lift tower and waiting more material from earth. i am heading back to the spaceship, pretty look like the one for landing to the moon, 2 parts, upper part is golden, for leaving, the lower part is a perform.
the planet should be a small one, coz the air is thin. even in the day time, the sky is black in color and the sun is like a big moon. the shelter site in surrounded by mountain. the view is basically gray and like the moon.
Earthquake. i was out of the ground and floating on the air. i can see the ground is vibrating, the foundation is like a jelly, moving up and down. one the the tower was fallen toward me and crash the spaceship.
in the far side, i saw one of the worker in the control room, operating a drill, which is the cause of the quake. we fly to the control room and stop him.
It turns out that the worker was mind-controlled by alien.
later, the alien shown up and said this planet is their territory. and she also ask me where we come from. i told her we are from earth, solar system, about 28,000 light year from the center of milky way galaxy. she ask, "where is milky way galaxy?" then, i realized that she don't know where we come from and it is better to let them don't know for security as we don't know where they form.
i asked her, we need some negotiation, but both of us demand security that we don't want each other to know where is our home planet. thus, i suggested that, since our spaceship was gone. How about you take me to my home planet and talk with our boss. and they keep the site in exchange? she agreed and we went back to earth.
in the earth, we need the cover her identity and alien looking, so we do things low. the meeting is in a underground room and the topic is how to share the water resources. (i don't know why) we found out the the alien don't give us a good place for water dumping.
at this moment, pizza delivery, after we got the pizza, we asked the delivery boy must be closed all 3 doors and we watched he to do so. However, when he was closing the 2nd door, his eye look elsewhere, and give a signal.
the signal was gave to black masked people, who is anti-alien extremist. they come and kill us all. i don't get shoot and was covered by a dead body, we were both laying on the floor.
after a while, my boss from my previous job come and ask me to buy 2 kilo gold bars he gave me 31 rolls of US dollors, each roll is about 10k. i collect them and went to buy gold.
with that 2 gold bars, i bought another spaceship and went back to the planet. found that the construction ws completed and and boss is hanging out with the alien girl.
Saturday, 15 October 2011
disappointed
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I can't take the person staring' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Depression
The expected me is not the presented me. And realized that I did not change at all, through these years.
I still talkative. Too talkative that dominated the conversation. Too talkative like a parrot, which only copy.
Still attention seeking.
Still totally helpless in the battle against myself. like a normal folk, repeat again and again. Why I cannot be the god??
Still eager to engage in a relationship.
Still don't know how to let go.
Still feeling sad when thinking everything is the last time. I am hard to be satisfy or I don't know how to be satisfy or I don't know how to enjoy?
After I got off the cabin, I feel depressed. Especially if this cafe time is the last time, and I wasted too much time on talking rather then listening. Listening about yourself.
Still afraid of Schrödinger's paradox. If I tell you my feeling, then your action will be affected.
Still not brave enough. Still afraid of rejection.
Depressed coz I was depressed by myself.
I still talkative. Too talkative that dominated the conversation. Too talkative like a parrot, which only copy.
Still attention seeking.
Still totally helpless in the battle against myself. like a normal folk, repeat again and again. Why I cannot be the god??
Still eager to engage in a relationship.
Still don't know how to let go.
Still feeling sad when thinking everything is the last time. I am hard to be satisfy or I don't know how to be satisfy or I don't know how to enjoy?
After I got off the cabin, I feel depressed. Especially if this cafe time is the last time, and I wasted too much time on talking rather then listening. Listening about yourself.
Still afraid of Schrödinger's paradox. If I tell you my feeling, then your action will be affected.
Still not brave enough. Still afraid of rejection.
Depressed coz I was depressed by myself.
Thursday, 13 October 2011
a dream
i really like to record my dream. this is one happened last night.
i dream her agian. she is working at some sort of boardcast station. i go to find her, but the building structure is quite a maze and seem a construction site, wood board, materiel everywhere, makes some wired angles. if you want to pass, you have to slip, crown, or jump.
i found her, but can not reach her, she is working, and we are in different "room", which separated by wood boards. i want to see her, but only see her wavelike hair.
we having lunch with others, and she said i am not good in business, better stay in lab. coz i am a stupid in social skill.
later, there is some kind of ball game. she is going to report and i sit and watch. there is a "trick" fault. and the opponent do the same in return. i saw it clearly and say it is a fault. the judge heard me said it is a fault, then he also said so, even he did not see clearly. Later, the judge come to me and tell me not to interfere his judgement. i said, you are the judge, not me. and the judge pissed off. however, somehow i feel she is right, i am a stupid is social skill, always focus on "things" rather then "feeling" . that make me said.
we are on elevator, i try to hug her and she push me back.
then i try to get back to my lab, but no matter how, i always come back to her working place.
i dream her agian. she is working at some sort of boardcast station. i go to find her, but the building structure is quite a maze and seem a construction site, wood board, materiel everywhere, makes some wired angles. if you want to pass, you have to slip, crown, or jump.
i found her, but can not reach her, she is working, and we are in different "room", which separated by wood boards. i want to see her, but only see her wavelike hair.
we having lunch with others, and she said i am not good in business, better stay in lab. coz i am a stupid in social skill.
later, there is some kind of ball game. she is going to report and i sit and watch. there is a "trick" fault. and the opponent do the same in return. i saw it clearly and say it is a fault. the judge heard me said it is a fault, then he also said so, even he did not see clearly. Later, the judge come to me and tell me not to interfere his judgement. i said, you are the judge, not me. and the judge pissed off. however, somehow i feel she is right, i am a stupid is social skill, always focus on "things" rather then "feeling" . that make me said.
we are on elevator, i try to hug her and she push me back.
then i try to get back to my lab, but no matter how, i always come back to her working place.
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