呻

最寧靜的時候, 就是每一次想向別人訴訴苦的時候, 因為總沒有人.

距離

在世上任何地方,

活著都是一樣.

一樣都是很遙遠.

meaning less

after chatting with my friend, i found that i am so stupid.

i can't chat with she anymore.

we are too far away.

we has different road to go.

i am just a tool, when you are upset.

i am only valuable when you have some bad news to share, have some bad mood...

i am just your problem-solver.

The secret of being tiresome is to tell everything.

- Voltaire

Second time

M: Hi! Kimmy! Remember me?

K : Yes, Of course. You are Ryan.

M: Just come here and buy some food.

K : ........

M: Bye~

K : Bye~

Meet U

this is a good day...

if it is not suddenly dun need to be private tutor.....
if it is not i don;t want to go back home so soon....
if it is not i am curious.....
if it is not when i go to cashier, there is a women come out from the line, than i will be the first guy in the row.....

if it is not i am the second guy in the row...

if it is not your energetic and sun-shining waving hand catching my attention....

if it is not your working day.....

if it is not i am still young and naive.....

we dun know each other!

K : Hello~
M: 你好.
K : seventy one please
M: OK
K : do you need a plastic bag?
M : NO, Thanks.
K : Bye bye
M : Bye bye
........
M : Can you speak Cantonese?
K : Yes.
M : 可以做個朋友嗎?
K : yes, 我叫 K...
M : K....., 可以給我電話嗎?
K : Can i give you my MSN?
....
K : OK.
M : OK, SEE you later~
...................
M : HEY
K : AR!?
M : Sorry ar, 我叫 ryan....
K : ar~ yes.
M :頭先有點冒火, 唔好意思
K : that's fine.
M : um... bye bye.



hope you are my lucky Star~

at that moment

every thing i said, "at that moment" should be added at the end, or as an assumption.

no, not only my speech, but also any thing i heard.

mixture

you are a cat of pigs.

i am an monkey of mice.

等妳

天青色等煙雨 而我在等妳

炊煙裊裊昇起 隔江千萬里

在瓶底書漢隸仿前朝的飄逸

就當我

為遇見妳伏筆

something about virgin

when i was young, around 15, 16, the time for first love, i really care about my lover is virgin or not..

why, i cannot tell clearly, but.. if my lover is not virgin, i will think that she is dirty, or she is not pure, and i feel so sad and struggling abotu that. on one side, i like her, on the other side, i hate she is not virgin, her first time is not me.

but now, many years later, after so many sex experience.... i feel nothing abotu that. i don;t care. except, i care on how often and how many sex my lover had. is she a cowgirl?

遺憾出詩意

問織女怎會熱愛牛郎
為隔幾光年 猶像似餓狼
謝七巧佳節 渡鵲橋一趟
天規那冠冕 還是慌 讓苦戀釋放

#難道愛未滿資 其實幸福非天賜
誰在意 逆聖旨 為何定要到七夕
方可見一次 難道中國傳奇是
情要變慘事 遺憾出詩意

是今天的我遇上牛郎
在故宮輕狂 離愁卻難防
為北京嚮往 但再度交往
不想變織女 來硬闖 就各自淡忘

誰願似舊女子 重逢若果得一次
懷念怨預約苦 唯望大概更不易
不想上京師 然後親口跟你講
又過了一年 期望未必一致
REPEAT#

不想上京師 然後親口跟你講
又過了一年 期望未必一致

如面試 換襯衣 然而怎不好意思
事隔幾多年 連容貌都不似




it seems long time ago, but never enought...
that day, we chat at the sea font.
that day, we have breakfast... we met accidentally, we have sweet soup, we have tea and dinning together,...

that day, we went to shopping, we went to see doctor, we have a hair-cut....

today, we have tea, we say goodbye, and wait for a year to see again.

買了球鞋再買玩具　甚至想　花光一切買新居
愛上談情再愛上入睡　直到想　躺進陌生者的家裡

*你我永遠不肯定愛不愛誰　約不約定誰
黃金廣場內分手　在時代門外再聚

你和誰結伴前來　是否比我精采
自從前愛到現在　是哪個可一可再
你回來你不回來　儘管天蹋下來
但仍然值得與你　用餘下時間談論愛(沒錯過甚麼再分開)

吃喝完成再去玩樂　甚至想　天光之際看星光
吻你眉頭吻至寂寞　直到想　擁吻漫畫中的主角

你與我湊巧經過　就像在咖啡座
一個兩個三個　太悶或是太多

old freind

last week and this week, spend a lot of time with her. althought we only did normal things, like having breakfast, windows shopping, having tea, chatting, go to toy shop, enjoying street snack, i like it very much. i like the feeling that we are friend, you will tell me what have you done.

in my eyes, you are still that girl i knew long time ago. i like your outlook and in-look.

i like to hug you so much..

Share

i will happy , if i know you are happy.

today, suddenly feel that you have a boyfreind, and you are happy. i smile.

月圓

每當明月高掛, 會想起你, 想起你瞼容, 和月色一樣美好. 想起你, 盡有千言萬語, 卻一句也說不出口.

Finally, insurnce clamed

oh yes~ 1000HKD :D

2007, Nov 17-18

Good trip with firends.......

mid-night Crisis II

睡不著的時候, 會想起你, 卻因為想起你, 更睡不著了.....

如果有問: 人性本善惡? 可否亦有問 : 人心本逍遙, 或煩惱?

the last 2 years

兩年了, 想不到, 你的離開, 會那麼平靜....

這兩年, 那個病沒有復發. 想不到, 你一離開, 就......

現在終於明白, 知道你那一句 "沒有可能"是什麼了....

可惜我太蠢, 浪費了時間......

有人問長問短, 原來是很幸福的.

兩年了, 從來都是你,.....

愛情　卻對你有情而無愛

因此才會需要你　你認為你冷漠的態度是在保護你嗎

給我包容無法改變事物的力量　

也給我改變無法包容的事物的力量

最後...........
很掛念你呀!!!!再見啦~~保重呀!!!!

15th Graduation 2007

this is my friend's day.

She, she, and she graduated.

is it the last time to see u again?

when i saw u graduate, i am wondering will i graduate next year?

too easy

in hong kong, we can get what we want very easy, by money, via internet.....

but it does not apply to all things..... e.g., friend.

mid-night crisis

since i come back, i always sleep late. althought nothing to do in mid-night, i just don't want to go bed.

this feeling is always happen when i in hk, pup~ just missing something....

it is because of the emptiness of my mind?

Helloween~~

there are alot of long hair everywhere, on the bed, in the kitchen, near the computer, on the table, on the floor, they are everywhere...... it is my flat!

oh, my sister, how come they can not take care of their hair???

New Goal

From Hong Kong to Paris, on foot! on ground!

routine: HK -> Shenzhen -> Canton ->Shaoguan->ChangSha->Nanchang -> HangZhou ->ShangHai -> Nanjing -> XuZhou -> Jinan -> Ding Xian -> Beijing -> Datong -> ...... ???
exist at XinJiang? -> Kazakhstan? -> Russain, Moskva, Sankt-Peterburg-> Lativa -> Lithuania -> Poland-> Czech Pepublic -> Slovakia-> Hungary -> Austria -> Munich -> Zurich-> Bern -> Paris!!! Oh, fucking long trip, many be need 2 years!!

money: work @ arrived? saving? sponsor?

on foot? by motorcar? by driving? hitch hiking??

Great! got an basic idea!

GAME

Crying Birthday :D

wow, the birthday in this year is ....

everyone i met, saying "happy birthday" to me. i don't know , there are so many people knew my birthday!! Wo~ Ohh~

and some friend from 8000km, sent an email with attachment. that's made me cry!

BACK!!

Finaly, i am back. back to HK. a Familiar and Strange place. depart for 3 mouths and 3 weeks. a 2nd hight record.

the trip is fruitful and a lot of thing should be written down, or give some others record other than pictures. a lot of though. <- an idea a day---to make a photo shoot of though.

the feeling is.... lonely and stress.

but the physical fact is: i have a lot of friend in HK. and i don't have many things to do.

but tonight, i don;t want to sleep. coz something in my mind.

San Francisco - 17 Aug to 21 Aug

Leaving from Yellowstone Nation Park, to Los Angeles, and to San Francisco, old gold mountain, a city i heard long time ago. remember, when i was small, always heard people said "go to old gold mountain to dig gold, or sell salty egg"

go with me, is a girl named Shadow. we get out from the plane, go to baggage claim, found a way to downtown. normal routine. May be it is not my first time to travel, to a place i never been before, i feel no nervous but excited. or may be the back pack is quite heavy, i want to find my hostel asap.

this time, no map, only few words about the direction, copy from hostelworld.com. it is quite nice, coz i fellow the words, and i found everything. just like doing undergraduate experiment, if you follow the menu precisely, you will get the result. well, not all the things in the world like this, especially things related to human, a complicated creature.

on the way we going to downtown, we met some Japaneses. it is quite interesting, when i saw some Asian face, i feel easier to chat with. but in fact, it is just what i feel, the truth is, you can chat with anyone. most of them are friendly.

Shadow goes to chat with them in the train, called BART. and i take care of our luggage.

finally, we go to the downtown, the business district. we go to found Shadow's hostel. we live in different hostels, becoz we book differently, and she got a friend there, she will join her friend later. however, it is quite long to her hostel, so we separated, and join at the union station half hour later.

by the way, let me clarify something

Shadow's hostel is not a hostel owned by Shadow. this is a stupid point of English.
Half hour, or hourS? i really don't know. another stupid point of a language.

the hostel is quite far away form the union square that i expected. 3 blocks away, up hill.

ok, i am tried. let it to be continuous

My photo album

OK! click the link above and check it out!

April 11

have buffe breakfast, type 1, einc, zwei, drei

take bus to qiping, don't eat animal which eat meat.

"are you tried?" monkey, marioaner

sit beside river, have toast, a man come, smile all the time,

her leg, love animal so much,

grave, red strip,

arrived. have icecream.

take bus, meet a girl from HK.

exchange bus, slept, back to guilin.

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April 10

rain last night

have museli as breakfast, she eat alot.

ask for mountain bike,

go to moon hill, go to highway!! get lost. fucking road vs wonderful mountain.

have a rest beside rvier, have a melon,

back in 9km main road. nice road vs fucking dust.

have snack in the yougshou market, near the park,

go back to have shower, go out to have dinner and disccuse whether we hiking or not,

after than , we shopping in the west street, she got what she need, i got what i got. both of us are so happpy!!

meet that 2 ppl again.

slave? not slave?

12, she don;t know!

have tooth brush party?

A new start

long time ago, this blog had been deleted.

at that time, i can't find the position for a blog.

now, hope i figured out what should i do in this blog.