we have a bicycle race, Eunice goes first. the starting trace of mine is difference from her, it is a long deep sloppy road, the bicycle is almost out of control, i mean, it only controlled by gravity. later on, the path becomes vertical, and even upside down.
i have a coma, when i wake up, the event holder, who also like eunice, told me he already stayed with Eunice for 2 and half hours. When Eunice comes, she said she had no choice.
She stay with me, she is tried. we sleep and cuddle together. her face still give me great impression.
after we wake up, Eunice just walk away, and i feel lonely, so lonely. i need some attention.
there are 2 whites boxes above a pile of garbage, on a boat, sailing away. inside 2 whites boxes, are the voice msg i gave her few days ago.
too bad that i am an attention seeker, especially for those who i care. i thought during the stay in japan, i will used to lonely, be more independent, be lesser attention seeking. to accept there is nothing worthy to show. but i am just an attention seeker, who, sometimes, really want someone care about me.
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