Although i sent sms to you as normal. But the motivation is different. Before, i really care about you, i like to give you security by knowing that i am always thinking of you. But the last 2 weeks, i send sms to you is mostly for my needs. I need you.
The point is, 'i need you' does not equal to 'you need me'. Don't get me wrong, it is my problem. I need you just too much, much more than normal, much more then a friend. Much more then a girl friend. Coz i don't trust you. You are such unpredictable, you change so fast. Without trust, what is a relationship?
Even i call you, you always said you are busy with study. Cannot talk even few minutes? May be, because i also like that, when i really drill on something, don't like people to brother. Just no heart to spare.
Anyway, i still miss you. But all my hope, my pateience are gone. Obviously, you don't like me anymore.
I already didnot expect you to pick me up in the airport. I don't understand. You don't know wheater you are free or not on next tue? May be you are telling me, you are waiting something more excited then seeing me, you are just tired of me, so much.
May be we should end everything silently. Little by little.
