Sunday, 18 December 2011

Review on 2011

although facebook timeline is pretty representative, it is kind of too mechanics that not reflected what are important in my mind. so, here we are.

overall, this is a long year.

January
continuous from last year, my friend stay with me on the new year. we went to some places.



February
start to engaging in experiment.
my first time snow

March
earth quake


back to HK.
April
Sakura Drop


laboratory open day


May
a little garden

Resume Lab

June
lab lab lab

July
summer festival

Went to Osaka


August
family visit


September
went to Hirosaki, Aomori

October
Mt. takao


November

December
Have a teeth decay....





Saturday, 10 December 2011

留下

望著海一片 滿懷倦 無淚也無言
望著天一片 只感到情懷亂

我的心又似小木船
遠景不見 但仍向著前

誰在命裡主宰我 
每天掙扎 人海裡面
心中感嘆 似水流年
不可以留住昨天

留下只有思念 一串串永遠纏
浩瀚煙波裡我懷念 懷念往年
外貌早改變 處境都變 情懷未變

Saturday, 26 November 2011

Dream

the game begin.

it is totally dark.... i turn on the touch light. but still dark, what happen? oh, i have to increase the screen brightness.

we are in a room, like a small party. people sit on floor. suddenly, we are under attack, we flight back, but we are well-dis-organized and be killed.

the game restarted.

we now not having a partly, we prepare some defense, have a machine gun stand toward the door. but we again defeated.

the game restarted.

this times started earlier, and it is dark, i turned on the touch light under my gun. i turn around and went to a corridor. hear a sound and some one, before he said something, i shoot him. and found that he is one of our. feel sorry, why you don't say something? i open the door, which is a back door of the room. the enemy come and kill us all.

the game restarted.

we think there is a traitor among us. we put camera, and we going to hurt for the enemy. so, put ourselves in active position, even we have a traitor, he has no idea what are we going to do in the room, coz we are not there.

we pass a shopping center, it is at night, colorful advertisements hanging on the building. after the building, it is a perform on a bring. no one there but an old man walking slowly. we pass him.

when i look back, this old man take off his jacket and become the Terminator, and open fire. we fire back. and the flight, becomes a chess game.

The terminator is the Black Queen on Knight ( horse), our team can move any white pieces. teammate move away pieces into safe zone. which is very passive. in my turn to move, i attack the Queen knight and force the Queen the move, by this way, i can move 1 more turn. and i keep on attacking the Queen and finally make him surrounded. (by the way, this queen is a he ).

we back the reality, we question the Terminator that who sent him. and he tell us that is one of our female member. a hot female member.

we back to the room, we saw that people are playing card games and having fun. i go the the girl and ask her for a talk. i tell her, we knew you do that. she say, "why you don't care me? " i feel, "what?"

the game restarted.

i am on a mission to save the girl. she was kidnapped in an underground facility. the facility is under a horse racing course. So, the 2nd objective is stead the horse racing data and change it, so we can gain money by horse racing. i have a teammate, he said he already put everything on the horse number Sqrt[2], we have to make it win.

he open up the gate, which is the B1 level of the racing course, actually no people there, no guard. we passed a huge and big corridor under yellow lighting, beside the corridor, separated by bars, it a huge place. the place is so big that you can think this must be going to be somethings. has some proposes.

after the corridor, we open a big heavy wooden door. and entered and kind of dinning place. the place is along long and narrow. the door is in on the long side, middle of it. in the middle of the room, there is a long stone dinning table, i guess 300 people can sit on it.

we turn left, there is the kitchen, the kitchen has a back door. we open the backdoor, found that the kitchen is on a hill, a long step way from the kitchen to a square. we pass the square, with no one stopping us.

now, we are in outside of the control room. we break in and i found that i have no weapon. there are 2 guards inside, i somehow,knock down one and take his gun and fire to the 2nd. the the bullet does not hit the guard. Oh, guard smile, and try to fire back. at that time, i realized the bullet is charged, and the guard wears a same charged suit. thus all bullet will be reflected by the coulomb force. Now, i charge to him, before his gun can point to me, and we are close enough that i use the gun to hit him on face, he was knocked down. we grab some documents and going to unlock some people. one is the girl, one is the cook and his assistant. one is a bird. i guess it is a pet, not prisoner, anyway, unlock all the things.

now we have resistance after we pass the kitchen, the cook transformed to be a fridge and his assistance becomes an oven, sit on top of the fridge. they say, they will be OK. then we go the the dinning room.

my point of view now out of myself. and become a teapot, looking at the fridge and oven which are the cook and his assistant . a guard come in, he open the fridge and i saw, it is all red inside the fridge. a beating heart, a lung, and gut... the guard take the heart out and eat it. wow... on the same time as the guard open the fridge, the oven transformed as a mouse and jump on the table without the guard notices, and run to the dinning room.

and now we back to the dinning room. since the bullet cannot touch the guard due to coulomb force, we plug the cable ( the gun has cable )  to the power supply and increase the energy to 200MeV per nucleon, which mean, each bullet now is travel at the 0.2 speed of light. which is enough to break the Coulomb barrier. and since the high speed bullet, the recoil is so huge that, the gun actually become like a cannon, with stand and all mechanism. so now, i fired a cannon on a machine and breaking everything in front of me.

i was shot, and the girl save me.

the fact is, the girl make me as the terminator.

~ wake up ~

What a dream.





Saturday, 19 November 2011

Dream


Since chatting last Thursday, I always think of u. your tiny little sharing and honesty make me smile.

Ok, now, I dreamed I and u are in yellow stone. I missed u so much that want to send make u a postcard back to hk. But u are right here with me.

I go to see you, and found that you are on phone, with me! So who am I? Oh my phone is hanging.

anyway, I miss u.

Friday, 11 November 2011

one more time



let us date one more time,
date One more time, and one more time.

you and me, back to office, No one will aware.

let us give and take one more time, and one more time
the sweet for giving and taking gifts in the fridge,
wrapped with a Yellow bag
no one will doubt.

hesitate when leaving this office
coz,
I like you so much.

Let me say one more time
and one more time about my heart.

i treat you like poetics between montparnasse and mongkok

let me go with you one more time
And one more time to your home
one more time go to the door-front
walk one more time
stroll one more round

hesitate when leaving this office
coz, i like you so Much.

dream to leaving this office
work in our own company, together.

everyone knew that

love you very much.






give me more time. just more time.

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

recently....

feeling blank.

not empty, just blank.

not peaceful, just blank.

not saturated, just blank.

not disappeared, just blank.

that's all.


Monday, 7 November 2011

Ebru İstanbul New York morning.



like reading in train, in subway, in public. like there is someone beside. like i am not alone.

get in at one station on page 281, get off at another station on page 307.

feel like traveling from Earth to Mars.

Saturday, 5 November 2011

A dream

I were in geography lesson, like junior high school. I were sitting the door side, the 1st row, 2nd seat.

The teacher was talking about middle east, he even draw very detail maps, just out of his mind. Talk about politics, how the location of each countries affects their status, like natural resources, population, natural disasters,etc. I like the teacher, coz he knew things.

But I am not familiar with the middle east map, so I google map it. But somehow, the device, (a tablet pc?, when I zoom the map, the screen also enlarge) always halt.

And the student in front of me always ask for the device, for playing games, for seeing prono. I had to give him, just because so, I can focus on what the teacher said. I already missed the symmetry he talked. Something likes how to pack many earths on 4 dimensional space.

The teacher noticed the turbulence, disruption and being upset.

The student before me always borrowed the device, and got bored soon, and borrow - return. Many times. It seems that he had just wanted to get my attention.

Then, the teacher come and talked to me. Asked me why I am so naughty, not pay attention. and the student were enjoying for watching that. Feeling glad that the teacher did not go for him, but me. He has a bad ass smile. The teacher looked both of us, then decided to give a bottle to me, it is very hard to open, as it is a kind of punishment.

I feel innocence and unfair, why said to me, I were trying so hard to listen! is it because I look weak, more easier to start with!?

I got angry. I used the bottle, around 2 litters kind, punched the teacher in his face. And the classroom becomes ruined, chairs, tables in tornado, even wall fallen.

I confess to the teacher, I respect him alot, I like his class, why you do this to me!

The teacher also got angry, he shouted back and questioned me, what had I done in the class. He never saw me opened the book!! And the bad student had!

That really made me mad! Why you don't understand! Nowaday we can use Internet! I were googling for all class! Reading materials online!

When I want to show him the device history......

waken up.
----------------------
The teacher represents the one i respect, kind of sample, an idol, who rich in knowledge, confident.

The student represent the bad side of myself, always want attention, distracting me.

Is it correct?

Thursday, 3 November 2011

宣州謝朓樓餞別校書叔雲臨江仙入都

棄我去者,昨日之日不可留;

亂我心者,今日之日多煩憂。

長風萬里送秋雁,對此可以酣高樓。

蓬萊文章建安骨,中間小謝又清發。

俱懷逸興壯思飛,欲上青天攬明月。

抽刀斷水水更流,舉杯銷愁愁更愁。

人生在世不稱意,明朝散發弄扁舟。


滾滾長江東逝水, 浪花淘盡英雄。

 是非成敗轉頭空。 青山依舊在,幾度夕陽紅。

白髮漁樵江渚上, 慣看秋月春風。

 一壺濁酒喜相逢。 古今多少事,都付笑談中。


丈夫隻手把吳鉤,意氣高於百尺樓。

一萬年來誰著史,三千里外欲封侯。

出山志在登鰲頂,何日身才入鳳池。

倘無駟馬高車日,誓不重回故里車。

即今館閣須才日,是我文章報國年。

馬是出群休戀棧,燕辭故壘更圖新。

篇交海內知名士,去訪京師有道人。

他日燕台南望處,天涯須報李陵書。

自由



i particularly like this song. as the title said, 自由, freedom. the lyric is not so matter, love, friendship, relationships, whatever i care. the word "love" can be replaced by any other things, like care, miss, noticed, remember, annoyed, hate etc... the main theme is, we are free now, free from the trouble i created, free from the arguments i brought, free from the uncomfortable on me. you are free from me now. but i do really want to know, you care about me. you had cared about me. you remember me. you had remembered me. i were important in your life, for a moment, like a shooting start.....  i know, i must shut my month tight, bit my laps, and try not crying when i promise myself not to see you again, coz you were my VIP, miraculously it happened in a short time.



也許會恨你 我知道我的脾氣不是很好
也許不一定 我知道我還是一樣愛著你
打開一瓶紅色的酒 看著金魚游來游去
是否我們都想要自由

我沒有關係 你可以假裝沒事離開這裡
一切好安靜 我只是想把情緒好好壓抑
到底誰會先說再見 我知道我一定哭泣
走的時候記得說愛我 愛我

說愛我 說愛我 難道你不再愛我
我的淚 滴下來 你從來不曾看過
為什麼 為什麼 愛情讓人變沈重
沒有人 告訴我 原來不是我想像
不要回來 你已經自由了 我也已經自由了



for every you i must say goodbye.
you are like a pearl, which i found while playing on beach accidentally.

Fear

Usually, fear is far away from me. I am a confident person, believing myself. On life, on academic, even I went to strange places, experience totally new stuff and situation. Even alone in total darkness. Even for giant snake. I always have a playful heart. Believing it is just a game, I can always come and go, fuck it up and screw it. Well, ok, I do afraid to ride on roller coasters and hight. Nah, it is not the fear I just mentioned. This is phobia.

I mean, the fear of lose, which is created by myself.

for almost everything, I don't really care if I have or not, having it is always a bonus, but losing is just a natural process. That's does not mean I never try to save them when losing. I am just feel nothing if I lose it. Say, the tomato I planted for a year. It die when the autumn came. I did try to do something, but it did not work. The tomato was infected by some diesea. Anyway, watching how it die is interesting. Start from the edge, then go to the root. Meanwhile, it try to growth a new branch, but get infected quickly. Oh... Little poor tomato. Ok, I feel sad a bit. But I can let go.

For other tiny little things, losing them is no big deal. Even for the pictures I took with my dear friends. Somehow, those picture is not important. I can always find them and knowing that the friendship is still there. I know that it will not fade out but accumulate. A faith that make me no fear.

But yes, my memories is terrible. Sometimes, my friends will talk about the past, but I completely no idea! It happen quit often. Even with pictures, I do need sometimes to recall it. As one of my best friend said, " you will not forget those which is, who is, important".

Thing is quit different for dealing with girls. Not sure that, If I don't fear on losing their attention, I don't quite care on them. Or the other ways around. But they are related. To the girl I care, I always feel fear, the fear of losing them, the fear that I am not interesting, the fear that I am boring, the fear that i am not special, not good enough, the fear that she will forget me, dislike me, and push me away. the fear of being fear.

Than, I was surrounded by fear. I guess I being annoying is due to those fears. That's why I cannot get any girls who I like. When being fear, I lost my playful heart. I becomes serious and lost the fun, the cool. The fear makes me panic for tiny things, lost my mind and lost the patient I have. ( usually I have extremely patient, may be the training from performing experiments) I cannot wait and will confess very soon. That scare most girls away. I lost my view on the big picture, but just focus and being stubble on a small corner . That's lost my gentle. All of this make me as a terrible person, not nobel anymore. That is so contrast to the first impression.

Just in the chess game, when you panic and fear, and not able to claim down, the game is over.

I am sorry for every girls who has been annoyed. and cannot taste the good of me.

I am going to be brave for the next one. Only give her the best I have.

Faith, brave, trust, confidence, are same things in different aspect.

"holding tight your hand, nothing inside. Open it up, you have the world." -- from my mom, who told me this is from her mom.

Monday, 31 October 2011

A dream

i and mary are trying to stop a power for a gorillas facility. the facility makes crazy gorillas.

They send crazy gorillas to stop us.

We just stopped all power buttons. But the Boss (girl) comes and turn everyone again, and show us, why we cannot just turn the power off, we have to do it step by step, the boss, said, we have to restore the power first.

While the boss is talking, we escape.

We have to pass a grass field. some sleeping gorillas there.

And we were followed by a gorilla. He miss us, and want to play with us.

One of the Zoo keeper try to stop him, but eaten by him.

We hurry and get to the ship.

We passed some obstacles , small one. Mary passes easily but I need some help. a pull from her.

Then we trapped in a room that the door was locked.

The gorilla found us. But outside the ship.

He is touching us with his hands. softy, just like a dog, just want to play fetch.

Then the ship started by someone. The water get deeper.

The gorilla cannot stand anymore and below the water. Luckily a ship passing by, and send the gorilla back to land.

Mary and I cannot open the lock to get into the control room. It is a 3x3 rubik cube plus a key hole, we need the key!

The Boss opened the door and said something.

then, she stop the ship at middle of the sea. tell us to surround. She has a gun.

Onyi knocks her out to the sea. She swims well, like she is standing on the water surface. but the ship is too high for her to climb.

And I go to drive the ship, with very high tech control board.

She shoot me.

Anyway, we escaped. And drive back to the facility

On the way, we see the sunset together. Mary said she never saw such a beautiful sun set, it like an Aurora. Changing shape and color. I don't look at the sun set, but just keep looking at her. Her face reflected the color. Is golden color, warm and soft.

When we back to the facility. The friendly gorllia welcome us. And chat with other gorilla that we are friendly. Don't harm us.

And we power down the facility. All gorillas are free.

Then wake up.

Monday, 24 October 2011

What i talk about when i talk about reading

以前是很害怕厚書的, 由其是字滿滿那種. 總覺得一圖勝千字, 搞不懂幹嗎把字堆起來, 令人昏昏欲睡. 對金庸武俠小說, 小時候是敬而遠之. 其一當然是書本厚很多, 其二是覺得關於江湖的事, 應該是關我屁事吧. 但看見芳姨很喜歡看, 也好奇看一下, 覺得沒有什麼特別吸引, 只是書名改得好而已. 到大了後, 中六時要寫閱讀報告, 而老師又指定"射鵰英雄傳". 便讀起來. 一讀, 不得了. 行俠仗義, 放浪不經, 離道叛道, 恩怨情仇, 亦正亦邪, 射鵰英雄傳的世界是多變, 廣闊,爽快而乾脆利落的.

漢聲小百科是在兒童圖書館,而令我對物理產生興趣的是在成人圖書館。睇完漢聲小百科之後,覺得兒童圖書實在太小兒科。但不敢去成人圖書館,認為是大人的地方,兒童與狗不可進入。而根據自己的觀察,的確沒有兒童與狗。於是便找其他書,發現名人傳記也不錯。林肯,牛頓,伽利略,哥倫布,貝多芬,蕭幫,孔融,孔子,孟子,老子,南丁格爾,等等。而當中的科學家是最吸引,只有他們才能改變社會,造福人群。音樂家不是不好,只是有沒有他們我也不會覺得難過。

因為名人都是或多或少對人類有貢獻,而電影報紙裏的「名人」相對就垃圾很多。這大概為何我從不迷明星的原因吧。總覺得今人不及古人。(Ok, 靑春時有迷女明星)說到古人,就自然會接觸到歷史。而最早接觸的,就是中國歷史。

有道,中國的文、史、哲不可分。不過,我覺得文學可以分䦕,大概是兒童圖書沒有文言吧。從孔孟,就既有當時的歷史,從他們的經歷,又引申出他們的哲學。在閲讀歷史的時候,經常想像那時的人是什麼生活,喜歡食什麼。而插畫就滿足了這個需要。

不久後,兒童圖書也看得七七八八。便走去問圖書館管理員。問他們我可否去成人圖書舘。不是說笑的,當時我只是二年級。總會做傻事吧!而當時那個圖書館管理員以為我不知方向,便帶親自帶我上去。Oh,我去的是荃灣圖書館。成人圖書館是在樓上。不知現在是否一樣了。

自始,閱讀的世界便更上一層樓。

Friday, 21 October 2011

TGAC

Trytosaysomthing. Somethingmeaningful. Piano pen sugar hate Eunice here chance possibility live enough simple easy life unimportant death fear nan anything care ignore neglect not necessary come and go just an emotion unreal not real put aside no effect master I can control ape will be forgotten soon 42 heartless mindless ill defined invalid statement no such thing illusion light pillow dream chess piece ranking myself ego lose win draw root to e4 knight bishop John possibility already decided faith path diverge converge everything same bloom die life live change constant unchanged dont matter Alice Elise love like care give take what can you do nothing but try try and try until death life meaning viva have fun mother die father die friend die it happen let's smile let it go time come better enjoy sad hurt harsh composite me small and big same equal reason I can that is no more no less I can is a good reason lets fuck it coz I can screw up fuck up I can only rule no rule the important thing is no important thing everything is going to die matter of time no one can help and no need to help why save the little girl let her die in peace in hell doesnot matter life. friendship last for 2 week is too long. Why not just 1 hour skip the introduction name is not important work past family country hobby interest not matter let talk about what do you think about life about love hate sex fruit ocean cat my finger that is not important but interesting it is fun coz we don't need background we can be anything butterfly cow zombie god fish liver stone sand wind 0 F U music feeling x 0100111000111001010011100000111010001111000111001011100001

Monday, 17 October 2011

願我可

讓我有個美滿旅程 讓我記著有多高興
讓我有勇氣去喊停 沒有結局也可即興
難堪的不想 只想痛快事情 時間尚早 別張開眼睛

長路漫漫是如何走過 寧願讓樂極忘形的我
離時代遠遠 沒人間煙火 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌

讓我對這世界好奇 讓我信自己的真理
讓我有個永遠假期 讓我渴睡也可嬉戲
從今天開始 相識當作別離 時間就似活多一世紀

無論日夜是如何經過 寧願在極樂當中的我
沉迷或放棄亦無可不可 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌 願我可

Sunday, 16 October 2011

another dream

Ha, this dream is very funny.

i was in a outer space planet, constructing a shelter, a green house for human. we already done the foundation of the ground and a lift tower and waiting more material from earth. i am heading back to the spaceship, pretty look like the one for landing to the moon, 2 parts, upper part is golden, for leaving, the lower part is a perform.

the planet should be a small one, coz the air is thin. even in the day time, the sky is black in color and the sun is like a big moon. the shelter site in surrounded by mountain. the view is basically gray and like the moon.

Earthquake. i was out of the ground and floating on the air. i can see the ground is vibrating, the foundation is like a jelly, moving up and down. one the the tower was fallen toward me and crash the spaceship.

in the far side, i saw one of the worker in the control room, operating a drill, which is the cause of the quake. we fly to the control room and stop him.

It turns out that the worker was mind-controlled by alien.

later, the alien shown up and said this planet is their territory. and she also ask me where we come from. i told her we are from earth, solar system, about 28,000 light year from the center of milky way galaxy. she ask, "where is milky way galaxy?" then, i realized that she don't know where we come from and it is better to let them don't know for security as we don't know where they form.

i asked her, we need some negotiation, but both of us demand security that we don't want each other to know where is our home planet. thus, i suggested that, since our spaceship was gone. How about you take me to my home planet and talk with our boss. and they keep the site in exchange? she agreed and we went back to earth.

in the earth, we need the cover her identity and alien looking, so we do things low. the meeting is in a underground room and the topic is how to share the water resources. (i don't know why) we found out the the alien don't give us a good place for water dumping.

at this moment, pizza delivery, after we got the pizza, we asked the delivery boy must be closed all 3 doors and we watched he to do so. However, when he was closing the 2nd door, his eye look elsewhere, and give a signal.

the signal was gave to black masked people, who is anti-alien extremist. they come and kill us all. i don't get shoot and was covered by a dead body, we were both laying on the floor.

after a while, my boss from my previous job come and ask me to buy 2 kilo gold bars he gave me 31 rolls of US dollors, each roll is about 10k. i collect them and went to buy gold.

with that 2 gold bars, i bought another spaceship and went back to the planet. found that the construction ws completed and and boss is hanging out with the alien girl.

Saturday, 15 October 2011

disappointed

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Depression

The expected me is not the presented me. And realized that I did not change at all, through these years.

I still talkative. Too talkative that dominated the conversation. Too talkative like a parrot, which only copy.

Still attention seeking.

Still totally helpless in the battle against myself. like a normal folk, repeat again and again. Why I cannot be the god??

Still eager to engage in a relationship.

Still don't know how to let go.

Still feeling sad when thinking everything is the last time. I am hard to be satisfy or I don't know how to be satisfy or I don't know how to enjoy?

After I got off the cabin, I feel depressed. Especially if this cafe time is the last time, and I wasted too much time on talking rather then listening. Listening about yourself.

Still afraid of Schrödinger's paradox. If I tell you my feeling, then your action will be affected.

Still not brave enough. Still afraid of rejection.

Depressed coz I was depressed by myself.

Thursday, 13 October 2011

a dream

i really like to record my dream. this is one happened last night.

i dream her agian. she is working at some sort of boardcast station. i go to find her, but the building structure is quite a maze and seem a construction site, wood board, materiel everywhere, makes some wired angles. if you want to pass, you have to slip, crown, or jump.

i found her, but can not reach her, she is working, and we are in different "room", which separated by wood boards. i want to see her, but only see her wavelike hair.

we having lunch with others, and she said i am not good in business, better stay in lab. coz i am a stupid in social skill.

later, there is some kind of ball game. she is going to report and i sit and watch. there is a "trick" fault. and the opponent do the same in return. i saw it clearly and say it is a fault. the judge heard me said it is a fault, then he also said so, even he did not see clearly. Later, the judge come to me and tell me not to interfere his judgement.  i said, you are the judge, not me. and the judge pissed off. however, somehow i feel she is right, i am a stupid is social skill, always focus on "things" rather then "feeling" . that make me said.

we are on elevator, i try to hug her and she push me back.

then i try to get back to my lab, but no matter how, i always come back to her working place.

Sunday, 11 September 2011

Just an emotion

Coz the result is not I wanted. There is no need to deny or regret what I had done, although things may go to another direction if it never be done or be done in better way.

However, past is passed. At least, you know it wont work. And You are out of solution for now.

Who knew? To those who disappoint you, why I am so care ?

Why so hurry on knowing the answer?

Patient. It is not your problem. As you can like someone with no reason , people can also dislike with no reason.

Why my heart beating? Why I am up and down for that? Why I care?

Saturday, 7 May 2011

a reason for blogging

it is nothing about privacy. nothing about respect.

it is a man who loves u, but in his own stupid way, which is trying to show people how he feels from every little things with his love one.




after many years, eventually realized that...

but already

too late.

so stupid i am.


i still miss u, sometimes.

Sunday, 10 April 2011

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

Singapore (Part 1)

being an exchange student is always far beyond my imagination. um, i can imagine i will be a scientist, be a rich man, be a political leader, be an spaceman, but just not exchange student. i always believe that only those are excellent, representative students have a chance. i am just a normal student, um... i  must confess i am a bit naughty and a law-breaker, totally non-discipline, and lazy by my clever. anyway, i am not an excellent student.

But i try to apple the exchange program during my 1st year in university, encourage by my friend, he said, "no one can guarantee the success, but i can guarantee the fail if you don't even try. and it is free, by the way." so, i try, and i success. go to National University of Singapore (NUS) for half year! 

the academic year of Singapore is on Aug, rather then Sept in HK, so, the summer holiday is shorten. well, thanks to credit transfer, basically, all the credit can be transfer for just passing courses. so, tests, pass it is ok,   mid-terms, pass is ok, final, pass is ok! not much effort is needed. thus, i go there to play! 

so, i went to there 1 weeks before the academic year start. to get know Singapore earlier.

This is my first time to go to a english speaking country. at that time, i cannot even write anything in english! misspelling (thanks to google to correct me, now aday), terrible pronunciation, etc.. but luckily, Singapore people can understand cantonese. since that watch HK tv program! wow.... that i knew after i had come there.

night of Singapore
That time is summer, 2004, a unforgettable fall and winter.

Sunday, 2 January 2011

Review of 2010

January :
Working at jewelry oversea salesman. Where am I? Australia? Turkey?
Sydney, very hot!

February:
Still working at jewelry company.
my colleges and business partner in Turkey

March:
Have a long business trip, to Turkey, Dubai , Greek, Belgium. Meet a girl at Turkey.
my team leader @ dubai

April:
Quit the job

my bookshelf @ HK

May:
go to turkey to see that girl, and also visit some old friends in Swiss (Alice) and Budapest (Heli & Connor). transit in Vienna. Got offer from university of Tokyo.
Blue Mosque, Istanbul


June:
 Prepare thing for study. Self study. Constantly lunch with Connie before go to tokyo. Join the touch Ruby! Fun!
teammate!! all fresh! and Juicy


July:
at the end of this July, tak, tim, philip, wing, ivan, KKK, and i went to country side, spend a sun shining afternoon near a small river.
wing, tak(behind philip) philip, tim, ivan, KKK


August:
have gathering with physics classmates!
have BBQ! many people come. good day! sweet memory!!
physics rock!

BBQ, first and last this year.


Sept:
Meet friends. See Eunice again, after so many year. The big dinning table was removed at home. Mike visit HK.
Mike, me, Tom, Tim

me and connie (small head)

Oct:
Tak's and Wing's wedding. Moved to japan.
Tak and Wing's wedding & All 2nd school friends!


Nov:
Get to used new home. make a good friend in Japanese class. but she quit the class on next month. meet Alice sister, Theres.
Theres


Dec:
Busy on reading and study. Start to familiar the terms and phases in nuclear physics. Christmas, Tak, philip, tim, wing come to travel. The fastest, tried and enjoyable Christmas ever!
my dear friends

Dear all friends, if i missed anythings, please forgive me. my memory is terrible and always need a kick to bring it back. kick me!