Depression

The expected me is not the presented me. And realized that I did not change at all, through these years.

I still talkative. Too talkative that dominated the conversation. Too talkative like a parrot, which only copy.

Still attention seeking.

Still totally helpless in the battle against myself. like a normal folk, repeat again and again. Why I cannot be the god??

Still eager to engage in a relationship.

Still don't know how to let go.

Still feeling sad when thinking everything is the last time. I am hard to be satisfy or I don't know how to be satisfy or I don't know how to enjoy?

After I got off the cabin, I feel depressed. Especially if this cafe time is the last time, and I wasted too much time on talking rather then listening. Listening about yourself.

Still afraid of Schrödinger's paradox. If I tell you my feeling, then your action will be affected.

Still not brave enough. Still afraid of rejection.

Depressed coz I was depressed by myself.