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if i did not appear in your life, will anything different? will you be better?

recently, i am think about the same question, but to myself. if you did not appear in my life, will anything different? what lesson i should learn ?

when i did not make any progress in turkish, i understand i am not able to love you. but i still love you. when i imagine you are in somebody' arm, sleep with somebody else, i still feel painful and scare. 

but i know this is none of my business. 

i wish i did not visit you, did so many crazy things with you. 

if we are just friend....