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i do thing is not only for myself. and many things i did, is for us too. 

i don't want to be easy give-up man, and my heart is not controlled by myself.

sometimes, i don't know who are you in my mind, a friend, a lover? may be a mix of these 2. more than friend, never in love.

but i want to be a friend, only friend, a long distance friend, everything will be much easier.

Do you have a lover? 

i wish we can keep in touch even so. that is the thing i worry.

we always said we don't understand each other. However, we somehow believe we should be understood each other. like you think i can stop by myself. i think you may still like it. but we have to tell each other our feeling.

if i can stop by myself, would you trust me more?

somehow, we are just not knowing each other enough to be no talking. nevertheless, we like we know each other for long time, but the fact is not.

we think so, i believe it must be something in common between ourself. i really want to know what is it.

my mind is complicated, many ideas are connected like a tree. i wish my language skill/ thinking skill can be better to tell you clearly. lets us understand each other. Although we are far far away.