when i met a new friend, i will be very excited, want to know him/her more. spend more time. especially a new girl. if she also give me some feed back. i will easily addictive to her.
but usually, under such a aggressive friendship building, people will run away. as i has experience for new friends run away, i will expect the next new friend will do the same thing and i become more aggressive, like the first day of meet is the last day.
May be it is my nature, Fast and Quick. just don't want to spend so much time on a single thing, unless that thing is always changing, always exciting. otherwise, i will get bored.
really?
i am not normal, in the way that i am not fitted in the society. my way of doing things, understand the world is just far away from where i born. There is no 2 shape-ends needle.
i am now obsessed about a girl, far away in Turkey. i like to put every single minutes with her. she like to do so to her boyfriend as well. unluckily, i am not the one.
people addicted to drug or bad habit is more easy. coz drug and habit, you can find it as long as you have time and money, you can completely addictive to it alone. while addictive to someone else, is very dangerous and go mad easily, coz you cannot do it by yourself. no matter you spend time and money, this rare resources is monopoly by the addictive subject.
i am not saying addictive is not good. if you can addicted into your career, it is a successful.
addictive to a relationship, is a disaster.
i never treat human is a living creature, just as a sophisticate toy, can be discovered a lot. that's why i like extraordinary friends.
i knew, when i addicted to her, i do not love her anymore.
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